Wednesday, January 03, 2007 3.1.07

♥Today I went out with saz and lina..My 2 best buddies...I went out and i was really stress free wen i went out with them..Thanx buddies!I really have problems..But i shall juz keep it to myself...But wen i came back home...the same problems play around my mind...and i feel like running out shouting as loud as i could...i can't have peace reading sazlyn's novel..i mean the novels i borrowed from sazlyn..

I am like putting on a mask..I put on a happy mask but behind it is SORROW..I laugh but my laugh looked like i force myself to laugh..I smile but it doesnt look sincere..I am worried but i dont noe wat exactly i am worried of..I am angry but y?I miss sumone but wat can i do to see him eye to eye..?..

There is juz someone who wants people to understand her feelings but does she ever understand my feelings!!!?OK FINE IF U WAN TO AVOID ME...i dun mind....there is one word to describe u...S.E.L.F.I.S.H