Monday, April 07, 2008 7.4.08

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H-E-C-T-I-C!hectic! this month is the month I have to do my presentation..and I have yet to show my project to my lecturer..it was already a BIT behind time actually..heh! have to show it to him 2moro..so tat means NO sleep for me!:( the design is easy when you have the idea..I think I spent too much on ideas rather than doing the designs..well..at least I have a few more weeks left..time is so evil!time is really moving fast..pejam celik pejam celik da weekends..frankly speaking,I dont look forward to weekends..I even said in class "gahhhhhh!weekends I hate it!" and my classmates start looking me with the weird look..haha! y i hate the weekends?coz I hate staying at home..so usually my sundays is window shopping day..and money spending day "-.-

I donnoe why I love keeping myself busy..I cant sit and do nothing..I will either go out shopping(which made me spent more..) or I will find some housework to do..whenever my mind turns blank,it will remind me of the someone..the someone whom I really miss a lot..My dream man....which I have yet to approach him..the man which I have always wanted,appeared right infront of my eyes..he looks familiar to me..I tried to recap where I have seen him but I cant seem to remember..he gave me a sign by quickly taking a place beside me..was he trying to talk to me?was he shy?..... and I totally regret it coz I didnt even look at him and brushing him off just like any other strangers..

Thinking of it made me wanna slap my face..But it has already happened..I cant possibly change time..God has played His part by letting me meet him but I've yet to play my part..and I am sure there is a reason as to why my heart fell for him and not any other guys..I am not sure why..

My life changed a lot eversince I saw him..I have turned into a discipline girl..being punctual all the time..having full attendance for the past few months..seriously I was not like that way back before I saw this guy..Sincerely,I thank God for sending my dream man right infront of my face..and I thank my dream man for making me look forward to each and everyday..tho he may not be reading this,sincerely from my heart,I want you to noe that I would really love to know you but I am too shy to approach you..may one day we meet again......

May God bless you..