Tuesday, May 19, 2009 19.5.09

tired

♥Please get out of my head now..get out of my mind..why do u keep coming back when I have tried so hard to forget you?I have tried to keep myself busy to poof u from my mind..and yes i succeeded but unfortunately,only for a moment..and u come back floating in my mind yet again..

I am tired..I am tired of dealing with feelings that I am not suppose to deal with right now..I have other stuff to think about..I am so tired of the pain..I am tired of the tears..I am so tired of reaching my hands to grab you but it was hopeless..I am tired of everything..

for how long am I suppose to deal with this?